Raining

Well, watching spongebob now... yesterday i had a lot of fun with my school scouts and ru lang primary school's brownies.

We had craft work and did some baking in the kitchen. Very fun. The scouts people seems nice except for truman... the brownies also very cute... even though some were very rude... haha:)

Also have a lot chatting with friends on msn and phone and also on facebook.

I can't wait for the Studet leader camp on tuesday! It is going to be a blast and going to have lots of fun! I'm so excited my god!! I'm gonna be away for 3 days 2 nights, same as last year.. But i think there is going to be some change in the change if i not wrong...

Overcast

Today i have been thinking a lot. I never expect him to call me. It really happen.

It happen around the afternoon. He called but i couldn't hear wad he said, it was very noisy around his surroundings. All i hear is some words saying wad dinner whatever thing. But he said he called the wrong number... I understand. Because the word 'mum' has the same letter as my name 'miao'. So i forget it.

Soon after that, i recieved a message from him:
Him: Hey, I need your help.
Me: Ok what help.
Him: I am involved in a relation. But i dunno how to express it. So can you help me
Me: Ok. Nvm just say it
Him: How to express
Me: Give me examples
Him: I love a girl in RGS
ME: And?
Him: Actually i love you
Me: So?
Him: I love you very much and it took me a long time for me to tell you
Me: But I thought you like tat RGS girl.
Him: That was just for fun. But i am serious bout you. Since primary 5 i have been noticing you but just got the courage to say now. So do you like me like how i like you now?
Me: Yes i do.

But you know apparently it wasn't him who sent me the messages. It was his friend who is using his phone and sms me. I knew that because his friend use his own phone to call and told me it was him who message me not 'him'.

After I hang up the phone, I felt so humiliated and embarrassed. I also felt like scolding f*** and CB. So I just wrote my feelings on my sticky note pad.

After a few minutes i decided to sent a sms to his friend phone number. I told him:
Look i dont know who you are. But you think this is somekind of a joke. Am i easy to joke with. Am i really related to him a lot? F*** you

When i said that to him, he never replied but instead it was him via his own phone. He called me a few times... nope a lot of times but i reject him. He continously called that i find irritating so i sent him an sms saying ' stop calling me'. Well he did stop, he just sent me back a message, saying:

Pls dun be sad. I will get back on my friend. I am sorry, I hate to see you in this state. Can we still be friends. Pls

I saw that but i never reply him. I just don't care about it anymore. He again tried to call me again, sometimes use his phone to call sometimes use his friend's phone to call. But i reject them all. Until a few hours, a phone number called, i cant tell what the number is so i answered it. But who knew it was him. So we chatted. He say that he is very sorry and will try to get back on his friends and told me not to be sad... When i talk to him i felt sad and wanted to cry, my voice started to change while i talked to him... i try my best to talk normally.

After we chatted, he sent me another message using the number he called me. Saying: Please message MY OTHER NUMBER. This is my friend's. Are you alright? I will get back at him., Still Friends right? I saw what you wrote. Do you mean it? Reply to my phone

This time i did reply him. I said: Look I don't want to talk about it. I feel humiliated and embarrassed ok.

After that he never replied. That's good. I don't wish to pursue it anymore. Might as well firgive and forget.

For so far this is the longest blog post i ever type. I hope a lot of people read thispost even though is embarrassing and shameful. I just want to share this post with everybody. Please do comment on this post if you got any comments.

Warm and HOT!!

A lot of things happen after exams. Currently is about Christine. No offence but is all bout her. I don't know whether should blame her or not. But all i could say to her is, do not jump into conclusions until you got evidence then tell the teacher.

I can't believe it that u got sung jin into kana caning, melanie's father scolded sung jin via sms, her father also must go jordan's house and scold him also. You have caused so much problems to some people just to be a good person. Well, yes, you can be a good person but not in such a way. When people got caned like ahmad, you like clapped for joy. Man.. like this very insulting leh. People got caned in front of so many people yet you still clapped. Don't you think is very bad?

I and you are best friends before, but i don't like people like you who see people getting punished and you laugh about it without hestitating. What happen to the old Christine? Even people ask me to hate or hate other people, I won't hate the person but i will leave the person alone and leave it to yourself, I just don't anymore. I'm sorry..

Warm and Hazy

Tomorrow is the day of the National day. Me and all of my express class friends are going to perform on the marina platform. It is gonna be a blast tomorrow!! Can't wait for it. Especially cant for those guys at there to stop bothering me after NDP XD.

No offence but i find them rather irritating, but i hope we are friends though :). I will never forget these guys though, really make something for me to remember XD.

And i am gonna mmiss my friends there after NDP. I only get to see u all in the morning or after school :( And i especially miss jessie and ain wor :( !! But at least i get to see you all in the morning and after school :)

I will stop here for now. Post next time :)

Sunny, normal lah

Hi i post again. Now i nothing better to do now.... and oso not much things to say. Today just went to my grandmother house to eat dinner and came back after tat. And my father brought his China nephew to singapore to study. The nephew only 4 yrs old and very shy and cute, haha.

Plus he look exactly like my stepbrother. Just little more meat and shorter... Well, thats wad all happened, not much of things happened lar. So, i gotta end here already. Post next time :)

Sunny, Warm!!!

June holidays are so super boring! Why ndp hav to be once a week? I think im gonna get bored to death! I wish i cant go out frens but i cant!! When im boring, not much of things happen...

So... I'm writing not much of things but i gotta end here. Bye!

Windy

It is so boring... Today wanted to go out but don't feel like. Man i want to buy new earpiece but no mood. At home do nth but stare at the television and the psp. Super bored....

Tomorrow there is guides, wth i dun feel like going coz the day after tomorow got ndp practice. I want to sleep longer! Some more on that day is my grandma 72 birthday. Must go there striaght... I don't feel like enjoying my holidays. No matter how much i go out wif friends or family, is the same... Nowadays people are getting bored and they do stupid things like staring at the cealling... Man life sucks if this continues to go on and on

But can't help it... life is life. Nothing can change it unless u got super powers.... I had no idea why i type out these things coz i nth better to do just type anyhow

Lame...Bye!

Sunny, quite windy

Hi! Its been awhile since i update tis blog. My exams results were still the same and my life hav nv change. Now, i have been attending NDP rehearsals and almost everytme, it is very boring. Everytime when im there, Kenneth and ee herng always been disturbing me about mentioning ahmad in front of me and i think tat they are very annoying...

Ashley also mentioning about ethan to me. Saying tat he always talk to me everytime... Haiz... but i can take thier jokes :)

And also quite fun going for NDP, i have been enjoying myself lately too...

I have to stop here for now. Bye

Miao ching

Cloudy

Hello is like almost to the end of the month ler... almost all my test were over... my busy weeks were over too... Now is waiting for meet the parents-session and go for ndp 2009 practices... Days jus pass by so fast.... Ever since i became SL, my life was full of energy not like last year .

This sunday is Samntha's birthday and almost all her so called 'grandsons' and enterprise people and including Ms huang are celebrating for her. I even bought her something. SHHH... can't tell u. I had a lot of fun this past few days. Hanging out wif friends is the best!

This coming wed hope tat i remember the steps for the ndp practices... omg.... and i realise i everytime put '...'. i find it quit nice actually. I guess i have to stop here coz i got nth else to say ler.... bye for now!

Cloudy

It been awhile since i post ler. I too lazy to post ar... These days i've been doing great and made a lot of friends throughout the Sec 1 orientation camp.

As for my girl guides not much of people lar... onli like 5 onli. Npcc worst lar 70+. Christine so lucky... Chinese New year was like not wad i expected. Need to go here and there. Is very frustrating wen u got seprate by 2 families... Hope tat my girl guides will not close down... if not i got no cca to join ler... :(

Well i gotta stop here ler. See ya! ^^